beyond worried
So we were supposed to be paid this past Friday and we still haven't been paid. They are saying now Thursday but the writing is on the wall....this company is on it's way out and I'm sick to my stomach. It's never a good time to lose your job but now with the house it makes things even more of a problem. Nothing has been determined for certain but even if we are paid on Thursday, who's to say we'll be paid again for the next time. I've begun searching for a new job in earnest because frankly, I've lost confidence in this company and I have to be responsible and try to find another avenue before this one completely closes.
More than anything, I really hate the situation I'm in and wish I could just find a solid position that would allow me to really dive into the things I enjoy working with. Truthfully this job I'm in allowed me that, but I guess the financials of things are entirely another issue. More than ever, I now see the value in my old job at the University of New Haven where consistency was the name of the game.